No Shit There I Was....

I really don't know love, I really don't know love at all

Tue, 29 May 2007 07:25:30 GMT

Rows and floes of angel hair
And ice cream castles in the air
And feather canyons everywhere
I've looked at clouds that way

But now they only block the sun
They rain and snow on everyone
So many things I would have done
But clouds got in my way
I've looked at clouds from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
It's cloud illusions I recall
I really don't know clouds at all

Moons and junes and ferris wheels
The dizzy dancing way you feel
As every fairy tale comes real
I've looked at love that way

But now it's just another show
You leave 'em laughing when you go
And if you care, don't let them know
Don't give yourself away

I've looked at love from both sides now
From give and take, and still somehow
It's loves illusions I recall
I really don't know love at all

Tears and fears and feeling proud
To say I love you right out loud
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds
I've looked at life that way

But now old friends are acting strange
They shake their heads, they say I've changed
Well somethings lost, but somethings gained
In living every day

I've looked at life from both sides now
From win and lose and still somehow
It's lifes illusions I recall
I really don't know life at all
I've looked at life from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
It's lifes illusions I recall
I really dont know life at all

Things You Might Want To Ask Me... At Some Point!!!

Mon, 14 May 2007 03:58:04 GMT

1)Are you in a complicated “love” situation?
YES

2) Do you hate more than 3 people?
Hate is a strong word... there are people that i really do not like!! I would not say that I hate them... but my life would be easier with out them!!

4) How many houses/apartments/dorms have you lived in?
10

6) Have you ever tripped someone?
Yes

7) Least favorite sandwich meat?
HAM

9) Have you ever had sex in a public place?
Yes!! In fact... I was having sex two nights ago and did not close my blinds... People in the parking lot next to my apartment totally seen me on top and a few comments were made!!

10) Have you ever thrown up in public?
Yes

11) Name one thing that is always on your mind?
I don't think it is too hard to figure that one out!!

14) What time were you born?
In the early evening

15) What beer do you like?
Woodchuck, Pacifico, Coors

16) Do you ever drive by your significant others house just to see if they are home?
Yes!! Mostly when I have not seem him in a couple of days.

17) What is the most embarrassing CD you own?
Spice Girls

18) Are you sarcastic?
You bet your ass!

19) What are your favorite color of sheets?
White

20) How many watches do you own?
Three... but I never wear them

21) Favorite Season?
Fall! I love the weather. However, I enjoy winter and the snow as well!

22) What have you always wanted to do?
Be kissed in the rain!

23) Favorite color to wear?
Black!

24) Pepsi or Sprite?
Sprite! Pepsi is too sweet... that is why i love coke... I mean crack!

26) Where is your home?
Where my heart is!

27) Have you ever slapped someone?
Yes!! And I would do it again in a heart beat!

29) Vacation?
I would love one!! Actually, I would love to take one special someone with me!! It would be priceless!!

30) Best way to be awakened?
By the person sleeping next to you!!

31) How would that be?
With a kiss or a touch

32) Are you loved by your significant other?
In his own way

34) Do you love your significant other?
In my own way! I am sure that sometimes I am hard to handle...

35) Where do you want to be in a year?
Right where I am! I haven't been this happy in a while!

36) What is on your mind?
That I will go in for my tests on Thursday and find out that my life will never be the same!

37) Are you too forgiving?
Sometimes

38) How many children do you want?
1

39) Do you have names for these future children?
Yes

40) Favorite breakfast meal?
Coke!

41) Do you own a gun?
Yes, but it is in Leadville!

42) Ever been in love?
Absa-fuckin-lutly

43) When was the last time you cried?
Right now!

44) What do you miss?
Making out!! What happened to just sitting on the couch and making out for an hour?

45) Are you cold?
People have said that about me

46) Rain?
I love the smell of it! It is raining right now and I am watching the lightening!! I love it!! I like it when it is warm rain and you can sit in it!!

47) Do you hurt?
Yes.. everyday!!

50) What would you love to do?
Sit under a tree and write philosophy!

51) What are you drinking?
Sprite... I can't keep anything else down!!

52) Are you thinking about somebody right now?
Yes... I think that the conversation we had before they left really freaked them out. I have never seen that look before.

53) Ever called someone sweatheart?
Yes

54) If you could what would you do right now?
I would tell them not to worry... Everything is going to be okay!! I know that you are worried but so am I. I would tell you that I have no regrets. And that I am happy with my choice to come home!

55) Do you want to move to a different town?
Sometimes I think that it would be easier if I didn't live here. However, there are tradeoffs!!

56) Are you happy with your life right now?
Yes and no... it depends on the day... the time of day...

57) What would you change about yourself?
Everything

58) Do you love yourself?
No, not always!

60) What were you doing today a year ago?
I was graduating from college!!

62) How do you feel!!
Like shit!! I need to throw up again!!

63) Do you have any scars?
Lots of them... and they all tell a story!

64) What do you want more than anything right now?
To be happy and not to be soo scared!

65) What scares you the most!
That one day I will call and someone I don't know will answer that phone and tell me that your gone! And that is how it ends!

Random

Mon, 14 May 2007 02:15:21 GMT

WHIP OUT YOUR CELL:
last missed call -- Grandma
last recieved -- Mom
last call made -- The Store
last text recieved -- Denise

CURRENT:
what channel is the tv on -- Fox
how many IMs are up? -- None
what is your backround -- A picture of me by the pool

FAVORITE:
type of pizza -- Pineapple, mushroom, tomato, and jalop.
football team -- My Little Brothers
shirt that you own -- My Pacifico Shirt

OTHER RANDOM:
whats the time -- 6:48pm
whats the date -- July 25
whats the day -- Tuesday
light or dark out -- Light
do you own more than 5 tv sets-- Yes
do you own a toaster -- Yes
do you own a house with 2 floors -- Yes

RANDOM AGAIN:
what are you wearing? -- Gray Creighton shorts, and a pi phi shirt
Whats your favorite color?-- Black

Kid Confessions
[]still play w/ Barbies
[x] I still watch cartoons on Saturdays
[x] I eat Lucky Charms
[] I go trick or treating
[x] I have water balloon fights w/ my friends
[] I still believe in Santa
[x] I sleep till noon
[x] I still pass out little Valentines day cards on Valentines Day
[x] The boy/girl that sits next to me is cute
[x] I still drink apple juice
[] I sleep in my mom/dads room when I get scared
[] The monsters in my bed/closet still scare me sometimes
[] I can't sleep w/ the lights off
[] I can't sleep w/ the lights ON
[] I still get piggy back rides

Q: WHO'S THE 4TH PERSON ON YOUR RECEIVED CALL LIST?
A: The Store

Q: WHATS YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ON YOUR PHONE?
A: Queen

Q: WHAT WERE YOU D0ING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT?
A: Pucking

Q: WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
A: White

Q: MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED?
A: Closer

Q: NAME 2 THINGS THAT YOU HAVE ON YOU AT ALL TIMES?
A: Phone and purse

Q: I CAN'T WAIT TO...?
A: Leave for San Antonio

Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM?
A. A few minutes ago

Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR DAD?
A: Sunday

Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO THEM?
A: I usually don't talk to them

Q: WHAT DID YOU HAVE FOR DINNER LAST NIGHT?
A: Chips and salsa

Q: What website(s) do you visit the most during the day?
A: CU Mail

Q: Do you have an air freshener in your car?
A: No Cause I bought a new car yesterday

Q: Do you have plants in your room?
A: No

Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?
A: My stomach

Q: Recent time you were really upset?
A: ??

Basics

What is your first name?: Whittney
What is your second name?: Marie
When is your birthday?: June 6th
How old are you?: 22
What is your zodiac sign?: Gemini

Look At Me

Whats your natural hair color?: Brown

What is your current hair color?: Brown

What color are your eyes?: Hazel

how many piercings? and where are they?: Tongue and ears

Tatoos?: One

Long or Short Hair?: Medium

Straight or Curly?: Straight

How tall are you?: 5'5

Whats your shoe size?: 8 1/2

Currently Wearing

What shirt are you wearing?: Didn't we already go over this

What kind of shorts/pants/ are you wearing?: Gray Creighton Shorts

Underwear?: Red

Necklaces?: N/A

Bracelets?: N/A

Lipgloss?: N/A

Eyeliner?: N/A

Any other make up?: nope

Is your hair up or down?: Down

Friends

Craziest? Denise

Funniest? Mighty Mouse

One you spend the most time with? Right now kim

One you laugh the most with? Mighty Mouse

One that you dont get to spend alot of time with but u wish you did? Mighty Mouse

One who has the most classes with you? N/A

One that lives closet to you? Kim

Smartest? That is a tough one... Mighty Mouse

Blondest? Chantelle

Flirtest? Denise

Prettiest? ??? Not sure they are all sexy bitches

Most Popular? ME

One that you have known the longest? Kim, Josh, and Mighty Mouse

One that will take the longest to find that special someone to marry? Me

One that you get in the most trouble with? Denise

This or That

Rock or Rap: Rock

Coffee or Hot Cocoa: Hot cocoa

Baseball or Softball: Softball

Wild Night out or Romantic Night in: Both

Top or Bottom: BOTH!!!

Front or Back: Front

Up or Down: Up...

Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate

Hummer or Sports Car: Sports Car

Guy or Girl: I like boys

Braclet or Necklace: Necklace

Pink or Purple: Pink

History or Science: History!!

Sleep in or Early to rise: Sleep in, if I can

Beach or Boardwalk: Beach

Hoodie or Tee Shirt: Hoodie

Night Or Day: night

Boxers or Briefs: Boxer briefs

High School or College: College

White or Black: Black

Jeans or Capris: Jeans

Love or Fun: Both

California or Florida: Cali

Love at first site or Learn to Love: Both

Babe or Baby: Baby

This Or That: That

Have You Ever

kissed the opposite sex: Yes

made out with someone?: yes

Hugged someone?: yes

was on the phone until the sun came up?: yeah

Put a song on repeat for more than 2 hours?: yeah

Gone Skinny dipping?: yeah

Flashed anyone?: yes

Mooned anyone?: yes

laughed so hard u pissed in your pants?: nope!

got in a fight with someone ( not including siblings )?: yes

Got chased by the police?: Yep!! Having sex somewhere I should not have been!

Got in trouble with the police?: See above!

Got detention?: No

Went to Juvy?: Nope

Stole anything?: Nope

Went streaking?: YES

Crashed a party?: I have always been invited to those worth going to!

Got Wasted?: Yes

phone sex?: Yep!! I was stuck in OMAHA!!

cyber sex?: I have sent questionable e-mails!

Slept past 4 in the afternooon?: yes!!

Dumped someone?: yes!! I am always the one to leave... I have never been left!

Got Dumped?: Nope!

rejected someone?: Yeah

The Last

person u talked to in person?: Mighty Mouse

person u talked to online?: I dunno

person u talked to on the phone?: Mighty Mouse

movie u seen in the theaters?: I have no idea!!

Drank?: way tooo much

laughed?: on the phone at mighty mouse

cried?: I don't know

person u hugged?: ?? Who do you think

person u kissed?: see above

person u told u loved them?: I don't say that term very often... and have not said it in a while!

person u told them u needed them?: Mighty Mouse

person u told them u missed them?: Mighty Mouse

time u took a shower?: When am I not in the shower?

Life Can Knock You Down, It Can Break Your Heart

Sat, 08 Jul 2006 17:45:17 GMT

Life ain't always beautiful
Sometimes it's just plain hard
Life can knock you down, it can break your heart

Life ain't always beautiful
You think you're on your way
And it's just a dead end road at the end of the day

But the struggle makes you stronger
And the changes make you wise
And happiness has it's own way of takin' it sweet time

No, life ain’t always beautiful
Tears will fall sometimes
Life ain’t always beautiful
But it's a beautiful ride

Life ain’t always beautiful
Some days I miss your smile
I get tired of walkin' all these lonely miles

And I wish for just one minute
I could see your pretty face
Guess I can dream, but life don’t work that way

But the struggles makes me stronger
And the changes make me wise
And happiness has it's own way of takin' its sweet time

No, life ain’t always beautiful
But I know I'll be fine
Hey, life ain’t always beautiful
But its a beautiful ride
What a beautiful ride

Fri, 05 May 2006 05:56:27 GMT

105 Things You Might Not Have Known About Me

1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?
Nope

2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
Almost four years

3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
My easter basket

4. Ever dropped a cell phone?
Yes

5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
I booked it across campus today

7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
Panara

8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Their Ora

9. ONE FAVORITE SONG?
"What Is and What Should Never Be"- Zeppelin

10. Where do you live?
Omaha for 10 days

11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED:
Palisade High

12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:
Cingular

13. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND:
Ralph Lauren

14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD:
6 years

15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?
yes

16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?:
Not anymore

17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED?
Jason's last summer

18. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY:
Kim

19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Christmas

20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:
Taco Bell

21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE HEARD?
God...I've heard way too many

24. CAN YOU COOK?
Yes

25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?:
2004 Alero

26. BEST KISSER?
That is classified

27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
A couple of days ago

28. MOST DISLIKED FOOD:
Onions

29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
Nothing

30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
nothing

32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?:
15 hours

33. FAVORITE MOVIE?
Wonder Boys

34. CAN YOU SING?
In the car

35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?:
Rolling stones

36.LAST KISS??
Wends Night at the Jay

37.LAST MOVIE RENTED??
I have no idea

38.ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT:
phone

39. FAVORITE VACATION SPOT?:
Europe

43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:
I have one of each

44.FAVORITE COMEDIAN??
Ant

45. DO YOU SMOKE?
Depends

46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?
With most of the time

47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?:
No One

48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?:
You have to make them work

49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?:
3 times...I think

50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
Pancakes

51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?:
YES

52 HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
Scrambled

53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?:
Yep

54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?:
My Mom

55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?:
My old neighbor

56. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECIEVED?:
K

58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?
8

59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?:
shorts and sorority shirt

60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC OR SONG?
I drag behind

61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J SANDWICH?
Strawberry...seedless

62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:
yes

63. CAN YOU SWIM?
Yes

64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?:
Oreo Mint

65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?:
Yeah

66. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELF
I am a night owl

68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?:
It is called i am in a sorority

69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?:
Fall

70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMEHING STUPID?:
Tonight at the frosh desk

71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING?
6:00 am

72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?
Snow

73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?
Last Spring

75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?
Mittins

76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?:
Overrated

77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND?
Getting trashed and going to KC

78. BIRTHDATE:
6-6-84

79. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE:
I don't know...honestly

85. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?:
yes

87. ARE YOU SMILING?:
Nope

88. DO YOU HAVE ON EYELINER?:
A little bit leftover from this morning

89. HAVE YOU EVER PEED STANDING UP?
no not really

90. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD RIGHT NOW WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
Africa

92. ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL?:
No

93. Do you have a crush?
Not really, i am not 12

94. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?
Karic

95. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT?:
Blue

96. DOES YOUR SCHOOL START IN AUGUST?:
I am about to graduate from college

97. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?:
In April, yes...I went to colorado

98. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A CRUISE?:
Not yet

99. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER?
No

100. ARE YOU UPSTAIRS?
no

102. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL?
that i have

103. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW?
That i do!!

104. WHAT JEWELRY ARE YOU WEARING?
a ring on my right hand middle fing. and my greeks

105. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS SURVEY?
get off work and go home to bed.

The Long Good-bye

Mon, 01 May 2006 09:04:35 GMT

The Long Good-bye
(Paul Brady/Ronan Keating)

I know they say if you love somebody
You should set them free
But it sure is hard to do
It sure is hard to do
I know they say if you don't come back again
Then it's meant to be (so they say)
Those words don't pull me through
Cause I'm still in love with you
I spend each day here waiting for a miracle
But it's just you and me goin' through the mill
climbin' up a hill

This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart
No matter how hard I try
I always make you cry
Come on, baby, it's over let's face it
All that's happening here is a long goodbye

Sometimes I ask my heart did we really
Give our love a chance (just one more chance)
But I know without a doubt
We turned it inside out
And if we walked away
It would make more sense
But it tears me up inside
Just to think we could still try
How long must we keep running on a carousel
Goin' round and round and never getting anywhere
On a wing and prayer

This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart
No matter how hard I try
I always make you cry
Come on, baby, it's over let's face it
All that's happening here is a long goodbye

Long goodbye
Long goodbye

I still have 13 days left of this long good-bye

Things you should know

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 07:13:03 GMT

b e s t---
1. Male friends: mighty mouse and josh
2. Female friends: D
3. Vacation: anywhere but here

w o r s t---
1. Time of day: from about 7:30 am till 4:00 pm
2. Food: Anything with onions or fish
3. Memory: God, do I have a ton of these

l a s t
1. Person you saw: Pete
2. Talked to on the phone: Chantelle
3. Hugged: Pete
4. Text: Kim
5. messaged over myspace: Spencer

t o d a y
1. What are you doing now: I am setting at work and wondering what I am going to do for the next six hours, cause I work until 8am
2. Wearing: Black shorts, white pi phi t-shirt, and a pi phi hoodie
3. Better than yesterday: I suppose

t o m o r r o w
1. Is: Tuesday
2. Got any plans: I have Phi Sigma Tau initation and the Philosophy Department Awards
3. Goal: Get shit down, I have a list and I need to start working on it.
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: I can't drink and sleep all day

f a v o r i t e
1. Number: 21

2. Songs you have listen to today:
"drag"-placebo
"sex on the beach"-vengaboys

3. Color: black and blue
4. Season: fall

c u r e n t l y
1. Missing someone: yes
2. Mood: tired
3. Wanting: coffee
________________________________________________
TRUE OR FALSE

I am a cuddlier: true (only when I want to be)

I am a morning person: FALSE

I am a perfectionist: true (to some point)

I am an only child: false

I am currently in my pajamas: true/but i wear this in public all the time

I am currently pregnant: false

I am currently single: true.......

I am currently suffering from a broken heart: true.......

I am left handed: Well kind of

I am addicted to myspace: false

I am online 24/7: false

I am very shy around the opposite gender: false

I bite my nails: false

I can be paranoid at times: very true

I currently have a crush on someone: false

I currently regret something that I have done: very true

I curse frequently: true

I enjoy country music: sometimes

I enjoy jazz music: true

I enjoy smoothies: true

I enjoy talking on the phone: true

I have a cell phone: true

I have a hard time paying attention at school: very true

I have a hidden talent: true

I have a lot to learn: true

I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal: true

I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" guy/girl: true

I have all my grandparents: false

I have at least one brother and/or sister: true

I have been told that I am smart: true

I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor: true

I have broken a bone: true

I have changed a diaper: true

I have changed a lot over the past year: true

I have done something illegal: true

I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color: true

I have had major/minor surgery: true

I have killed another person: false

I have had my hair cut within the last week: false

I have had the cops called on me: true

Wed, 29 Mar 2006 15:01:19 GMT

Two Names You Go By
1. Whittney
2. Whit

Two things that scare you
1. Loving someone that doesn't love me back.
2. Not doing something important with my life.

Two of Your Everyday Essentials
1. Food
2. my cell phone

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now
1. a tee shirt
2. a hoodie

Two of your favorite bands/singer
1. Led Zeppelin
2. Pink Flyod

Two Things You Want in a Relationship
1. honesty
2. trust

Two Physical Things that Appeal to You
1. Eyes
2. Personality

Two of Your Favorite Hobbies
1. shopping
2. drinking

Two Things You Want Really Badly
1. For life not to suck
2. for all the bull shit to be over

Two Places You Want to go on Vacation
1. africa
2. south america

Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die
1. Write a book
2. Be famous

Two Things You Are Thinking About Now
1. My throat hurts
2. God when can I go back to bed

Two people you haven't talked to in a while
1. Josh
2. Heather

Two Favorite Sports to Watch
1. Baseball
2. Football

Two things you did last night
1. Sat in a frosh class
2. At ice cream with denise

Two shows you like to watch
1. Real house wifes of the oc
2. any vh1 shows

Two things you ate today:
1. a burrito
2. some ice cream

Two people you last talked to:
1. Danny
2. my Gram

What do you think of first

1. I have big: balls

2. I wish I was: sleeping

3. I am so tired of: school

4. I hate: reading

5. I was: tired

6. My boss is: not the boss of me

7. This weather: cold

8. My friends are: all over the place

9. I'd like to: take a nap

10. This morning I woke up: way to early

11. I am very: sleepy

12. My bed is really: not used

13. My car is: getting fixed

14. My mom said that I should: figure out what i am doing with my life

15. Myspace is for: friends, duh

16. When i get home: I'm going to sleep

17. My phone is: black

18. When I am in a bad mood: I rage

19. My room is: white

20. I want to get: ice cream

21. I wish i had: lots of money

22. My Computer is: named after a drink

23. This weekend: I got trashed

24. When I get drunk I: get crazy

25. I want people to: quit making drama

26. The last time I watched a movie was: sunday night

27. I wish It was: Friday

28. I feel: sleepy

As a kid

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 11:58:11 GMT

If you score less than 17 on this, then you haven't had a normal childhood.

one [x] = one point

[X]climbed a tree
[]built a treehouse
[x]had some kind of stuffed animal when little and still have it in your house
[x]had a sleepover at your house
[X] chugged some kinda soda (not water) with friends
total: 4

[X]watched sesame street more than 10 times
[X]seen the following movies: Shrek, disney cinderella, Lion King, Sleeping Beauty
[X]read the book, cat in the hat by dr. seuss
[x]faked being sick
[x]faked being sick and gotten away with it
total: 5

[X ]ordered pizza at your pool
[x]had a "hold ur breath underwater" contest
[X ] played a full game of ping pong
[x] ridden a bike with a friend
[ ]used the phrase lol in real life, not on the computer
total: 4

[x]watched the show Arthur on pbs
[X]played pac man, not online
[x]held a nintendo controller
[X]been skiing
[x]heard the song stairway to heaven
total: 5

[x]seen at least 10 minutes of American Idol
[ ]able to name 3 actors/actresses on The.OC
[x]watched mary poppins
[ ]had a shout out list in your profile
[X]kicked or thrown a soccerball/football at your house by mistake
total: 3

Total: 21

Sun, 12 Mar 2006 05:53:06 GMT

Middle name: Marie

School: Creighton

Birthday: June 6

Astrological sign: Gemini

Chinese sign: Rat

Do you even believe in astrology?: yes.

Are your parents still together?: yes.

Are you the youngest or oldest?: oldest

What size shoe do you wear? 9

What size ring do you wear?: 7

Hair color: brunette

Eye color: Hazel

Height: 5'5"

Do you wear colored contacts?: no.

What's your favorite sport?: to play: softball... to watch: football

Favorite sports team?: The Blue Jays

Do you play any instruments?: Piano and Clarinet

Are you in band?: no.

Play any sports?: i golf

Favorite actor: Michael Douglas

Favorite comedian: Ron White

Favorite band: That is tough... maybe Led Zeppelin or the Stones

What city were you born in?: Salida

Country?: usa

Suburbs?: =death

Ever been to Niagara falls?: no.

Ever been to Africa?: no.

What's your favorite drink?: anything with plenty of liquor

Do you like to shop?: that is a dumb question

Like video games?: with the right person

Like Cards?: depends on the game and the people playing

Like Asparagus?: nope

Like Seinfeld?: yep

Like The OC?: i've never takin the time to watch it.

Ever been to New York?: just a quick stop... not worth counting

How many piercing do you have?: 7

Any tattoos?: not yet.

Do you like broccoli?: yes.

Are you a Harry Potter fan?: only seen the movies

Lord of the Rings?: i can't stand it.

Star Wars?: never watched them

Do you like Superman or Batman?: superman ... he's the big blue boyscout.

Are you a procrastinator?: yep... i have it down to a fine art

Do you smoke?: sometimes

Drink?: yep

Do drugs?: depends on the drug

Are you a slut?: i've been called that before ...

Do you think Paris Hilton is cool?: she is not as dumb as she looks

Ever see someone die?: moments after the fact or right before... but never have actually seen it

Been to a funeral?: yep

Ever been a part of a wedding?: yes.

Been to band camp?: no.

Do you have a job?: yep ...

Do you like dairy?: I love cheese

Meat?: i have to be in the mood

Fruit?: yes.

Vegetables?: yes.

Ever been to Sweden?: nope

Do you always wear a watch?: if i remember to put it on

Favorite flavor of icecream: chocolate

How do you like your coffee? just like my men.... hott!!

Do you get good grades?: yes

Do you want to get married?: maybe

Have kids?: yes

What do you want to be?: someone other than me

What's your favorite color?: black

Ever been in a cult?: no if you don't consider catholicism

Are you Jewish?: no.

Do you wear converse?: no

Shops at AE: yes ...

A & F: yep

Hollister?: nope my ass doesn't fit in their jeans...

Aero?: no.

How long do you spend putting on make up?: ? 2 to 10 minutes... depends on where i am going

Ever wanted to be an astronaut?: no.

Do you like Bush?: well, i am a republican...

Do you like the movie Harold and Kumar go to White Castle?: amazing movie

How about The Village?: pissed me off

What's the last movie you saw in theatres?: brokeback mountain.

What's your favorite genre of movies?: old school classics

Do you wear a lot of jewelry?: nope

What's your favorite holiday?: st. patrick's day, followed by 4th of July, and then Mardi Gras

Ever meet a celebrity?: yep

Ever been to a country concert?: country jam and plenty of others

What about a classical concert?: yep

A rock concert?: Hell YAH

Do you like to mosh?: depends on the crowd ... i prefer not to break my nose

Are you in a band?: no.

Ever seen your favorite musician live?: I saw the Stones the week before the super bowl

Do you drive?: yep

Do you like playing in the snow?: i love snow

The rain?: love

Afraid of lightning or thunder?: no.

Do you have OCD?: only about some things

Do you watch the news?: yes.

Are you sad this is over?: nope

Stuck in Omaha

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 00:30:53 GMT

Rock on, gold dust woman
Take your silver spoon
And dig your grave
Heartless challenge
Pick your path and I'll pray
Wake up in the morning
See your sunrise,loves, to go down
Lousy lovers, pick their prey
But they never cry out loud
Did she make you cry
Make you break down
Shatter your illusions of love
Is it over now, do you know how
Pick up the pieces and go home.
Rock on, ancient woman
Follow those who pale
In your shadow
Rulers make bad lovers
You better put your kingdom up for sale
Did she make you cry
Make you break down
Shatter your illusions of love
Is it over now, do you know how
Pickup the pieces and go home

Three Weeks

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 08:12:05 GMT

Three Weeks Until Spring Break!! Thank the Good Lord!!

Random Thoughts

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 11:13:58 GMT

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Whole New Person

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 13:00:20 GMT

Karen Walker... I think it works well for me!!

26 ways to make me smile!

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 18:41:34 GMT

1. Tell me I am beautiful... not hot!

2. Hold my hand at any moment . . . even if it's just for a second, no one is around... it's okay.

3. Hug me from behind

4. Leave me voice messages to wake up to.

5. When I am upset, hold me tight and tell me how much I mean to you.

6. Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.

7. If you're talking to another girl, when your done talking, walk over and hug me and/or kiss me....let her know I am yours and they aren't.

8. Write me notes or call me just to say "hi"

9. Introduce me to your friends.

10. Play with my hair.(except if I have spent a lot of time curling it and we are going somewhere)

11. hold me and don't let me go.....

12. Get upset if another guy touches me and or hits on me in front of you

13. Make me laugh

14. Let me fall asleep in your arms or on you stomach.

15. If I am mad at you, kiss me.

16. If you care about me, then (we all know this is a challenge) TELL ME

17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal(I'll hug it every time I go to sleep), jewelry(I will treasure it forever), and one of your t-shirts (I'll most likely wear it to bed) and don't forget to bring me flowers or something special once in a while.

18. Treat me the same around your friends as you do when we're alone.

19. Look me in the eyes and smile.

20. Hang out with me on weekends just because... girls do drink beer and watch sports

21.Kiss me in the rain (girls love this)

22.Kiss me just for the heck of it

23. If your listening to music tell me why you love it.

24. Remember my birthday and get me something, even if its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world!

25. when I give you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell me u love it.

26. Always call me when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt me and makes me think you don't care so call even if you can only talk for a minute.

Been a while!!

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 12:35:49 GMT

I know... it has been a while since the last time that I updated this. A lot of shit has gone down and I am just trying to keep my head above water. However, I do have one bit of great news. I got Rolling Stones tickets. That's right me and the Stones. Well, I need to get back to work... But only 6 more days until the Stones!!

I am done!!

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 04:42:36 GMT

So the semester is finally done!! I have never been so happy. I am leaving for Colorado on Sunday. That is where I will be until the start of the next semester. So, I you need anything, call me cell cell. Everyone have a wonderful break!!

Your Not As Strong As I Thought You Were

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 13:09:14 GMT

Your not as strong as I thought you were. That is what you said to me. The person I knew last year, and the year before that, and the year before that does not cry! Who are you? The person that I know does not cry. That is what you said to me. Well then, I guess you never knew me that well. Why can't you say what I need you to say... even if you don't mean it?

Long time no see!

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 15:46:42 GMT

So, I know that it has been a long time since the last time that I posted. I finished my thesis, turned it in, and had the poster session yesterday! I am finally done with 591. To tell you the truth, I thought that I would be more relieved than I am. I still have six months to go and that seems like a lifetime. I went home last night after I got done and slept. I didn't even want to go out. I was supposed to go to a 21st birthday party even, and I couldn't even get off the couch. I am not sure the true source of my current state. I really just need to figure out what is going on. What path I am going to take. Overall, I think that I will just start counting the days down. One day after the next! Slow, but sure. Well, I will post more later! I guess I should pay attention in logic!

I hate men....

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 08:56:15 GMT

Why do men have to do such stupid shit. And, what gets me, is when they know they are in the wrong but don't understand why you are so upset. If I could have come through that phone I would have. I would have kicked his ass, 'cause I can't believe that he is that stupid.

Still up!

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 11:54:24 GMT

I feel like I never sleep anymore. If I can get all of my shit done over Thanksgiving Break, I can sleep in December. I think I would rather take the sleep then as opposed to now. I have to go christmas shopping here soon. I have a dinner date with nicole tonight! Super excited about that. Tonight starts my Thanksgiving shifts at Kiewit. I get off at 8 this morning. I have to run to a couple of places. Go home, be up again by 1 for my meeting at 2. Nicole and I are going out when she gets off work at 4:30. I have to be back to Kiewit at 8pm and I work until 3am. Tomorrow I work 7pm to 3am. I have Thursday off. I work Friday 7pm to 3am on Sat. Sunday I work 2am to 8am and then 9pm to midnight. So that is where I am going to be for the next couple of days. Ohh, for thanksgiving itself I will be in Avoca.

Still in the data lab and still drinking

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 22:42:33 GMT

I hate this paper, i hate 99.9% of the people in my life. i need a nap.

Drinking in the Data Lab

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 00:28:21 GMT

I say fuck being sober when I write for Ramsdem! If he doesn't like my papers... he can blow me!! That's right... I said he can blow me!! I am so sick of this shit!

FrEAK in BED TEST, I GOT A 65! That's right... and I am proud of it!

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 22:17:47 GMT

GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IF FROM (1-13)

AND NO CHEATING!

SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST!

WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR.....

1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
(A)A LIGHT COLOR
(B)THEY CHANGE COLORS
(C)A DARK COLOR

2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD...
(A)SEDUCE THEM
(B)JUST CHILL
(C)CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE THEM

3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER?
(A)RAINY
(B)THUNDERSTORM
(C)SUNNY
(D)CLOUDY

4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT?
(A)STRAWBERRYS
(B)CHERRYS
(C)GRAPES
(D)PEACHES
(E)KIWI

5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS....
(A)NIGHT
(B)DAY

6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR?
(A)FALL
(B)SUMMER
(C)SPRING
(D)WINTER

7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD?

8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?

9.PICK A PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE SEX AT OUT OF THESE...
(A)ASTRO VAN
(B)ON THE ROOF OF A BUILDING
(C)PARK
(D)ON A AIR PLANE
(E)PARENTS ROOM
(F)ALL OF THE ABOVE

10.YOUR PHONE SERVICE?
(A)SPRINT/NEXTEL
(C)VERIZON
(D)T-MOBILE/CINGULAR
(E)PAY PHONE
(F)CRICKET
(G)SUNCOM
(H)BOOST

11.PICK A ANIMAL
(A)LION
(B)LIZARD
(C)SNAKE
(D)MONKEY

12.PICK A TOPPING
(A)CHOCLATE SYRUP
(B)HONEY
(C)WHIP CREAM
(D)NUTS

13.WHICH WAY?
1. UP
2.DOWN
3.SIDEWAYS

NOW THINK OF THE PERSON YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON OR A PERSON WHOSE ASS YOU JUST WANNA SMACK=========

***ANSWERS****
1.
A.LIGHT COLOR (4)POINTS
B.CHANGE COLORS (5)POINTS
C.DARK (4)POINTS

2.
A.SEDUCE THEM (5) POINTS
B.JUST CHILL (2)POINTS
C.SEDUCE THEN CHILL (4) POINTS

3.
A.RAIN (3) POINTS
B.THUNDERSTORM (5) POINTS
C.SUNNY (3) POINTS
D.CLOUDY (2) POINTS

4.
A.STRAWBERRYS (5) POINTS
B.CHERRYS(4) POINTS
C.GRAPES (3) POINTS
D.PEACHES (4) POINTS
E.KIWI (5) POINTS

5.NIGHT OR DAY?
DAY (3)POINTS
NIGHT (5) POINTS

6.
A.FALL (3) POINTS
B.SUMMMER (4) POINTS
C.SPRING (2) POINTS
D.WINTER (5)POINTS

7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBORED?
HEADBORD (5)
NO HEADBORED (2)

8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?
LEO-5
VIRGO-5
SCORPIO-5
LIBRA-3
GEMINI-4
ARIES-3
CAPRICORN-3
CANCER-4
PISCES-5
AQUARIUS-4
TAURUS-5
SAGITARIUS-4

9.
A.ASRTO VAN (3) POINTS
B.ON THE ROOF TOP OF A BUILDING (4) POINTS
C.PARK (2) POINTS
D.AIR PLANE (5 POINTS)
E.PARENTS ROOM (5 POINTS)
F.ALL OF THE ABOVE (10 POINTS)

10.
A.SPRINT/CINGULAR (5)
B.VERIZON (4)
C.T-MOB./NEXTEL (3)
D.PAYPHONE(1 LMAO!)
C.CRICKET (2)
E.SUNCOM(3)
F.BOOT MOB. (4)

11.
A.LION (5)
B.LIZARD (3)
C.SNAKE (4)
D.MONKEY (3)

12.
A. CHOCLATE SYRUP(3)
B. HONEY (2)
C. WHIP CREAM (5)
D. NUTS (3)

13.
1.UP(2)
2.DOWN(3)
3.SIDEWAYS(5)

NOW ADD THE POINTS UP (FOR THE SLOW ONES)

SCORES!!!!!

25-34= PRIESTS DAUGHTER. MIGHT AS WELL SAVE IT TILL MARRAGE.

35-49= PRETTY FREAKY BUT THERES STILL A COUPLE OF TRICKS U CAN LEARN... FROM ME.

50-65= TOTAL OUTRAGEOUS FREAK! OMG! CALL ME!!!! NO SERIOUSLY START DIALING!***

NOW REPOST THIS IN THE NEXT 2 MINUTES
AND YOU WILL HAVE GOOD LUCK WITH
THE PERSON YOU THOUGHT OF!

REPOST AS: FrEAK in BED TEST, I GOT (YOUR SCORE)

Thank God It's Almost Thanksgiving

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 08:48:18 GMT

Thank God It's Almost Thanksgiving!! I am so behind in work right now... I am about ready to die! Things keep being stacked on the pile. To top it off we keep having sorority shit to do and I can't seem to get ahead. All I want to do is sleep. Thank God that break is coming up because maybe I will be able to play catch up. I still have four major papers due before the end of the semester. I figure I still have another 85 pages or so left to do. Pages to read... still in the thousands. Grad school applications completed: 0! By November 27th I need to have my shit together. So, for all of you that see me the week of Thanksgiving, don't let me slack off. Kick my ass into gear and make me do something. That would be helpful. Ohh, and to top it off I have not heard from someone in a couple of days, and that doesn't help my mood.